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Dusty Diamonds Gone to Rubies Baby
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[25 Aug 2004|04:32pm] |
since ive been using livejournal i feel that all people do on it is complain!
sure there are the occasional posts of poems, and funny rantings but in reality its like the people write it only for others to feel sorry for themselves.
so im getting bored of people complaining because all it really does is make me deppressed or sad for no apparent reason because there's nothing to actually complain about!
so this will be my last entry!
bye
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[19 Aug 2004|03:46pm] |
i dont really have anything to say anymore
when i do, ill write something useful
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[15 Aug 2004|12:57am] |
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Fuck YOU too.
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[11 Aug 2004|10:21pm] |
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You Make Me Smile
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[22 Jul 2004|07:46pm] |
mood swings
mood swings
mood swings
i want to scream and kick someone
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[09 Jul 2004|04:53pm] |
i'm tired for no reason
i'm still having fun but have the slightest feeling of unhappiness for reasons unknown
i like the sun
i am tan
i'm eating a heart lollipop that my aunt just bought for me
i love her
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| Cracked Coffee Cream Lips, |
[07 Jul 2004|02:13am] |
poetry won't come from my lips or hands. All the words have been for my small journal, which might be scrapbooked when i get home.
I don't know if i've got enough words left for poetry. I could press the quill against my tongue and try to make it bleed ink, but I just scratch my tongue and taste copper.
Ice cubes are melting in a large clear glass to my left. I'm using it to numb my tongue so I can stab it with that quill again. I'll be able to write again, just wait. Just wait.
these words are dry without you,
waiting for the day faggot is a verb,
caryatid
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[05 Jul 2004|07:24pm] |
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cracked coffee cream lips,
i vow not to write about love, not to be another cliche, not to say words that don't have any meaning left. I seem to be doomed for failure. Sometimes every word I write is "love" but the letters are rearranged, the sounds are different. All the words are red. All the words are scrawled in blood. All the words are written on my bare chest. I can't help it.
When I truly need something, i've always had it. To have my heart broken. For someone to love me again. To find passion again. These things are given to me when I need them. And i don't need them bad enough, right now
But it feels like I do. It feels like. i do.
My head is a big grey cloud, do you think it will rain?
it rained.
hey, fucker, i miss you.
Boycott Borders
needing,
caryatid
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[02 Jul 2004|09:47pm] |
i hold the
refrigerator door open with
my right hand
my left hand
on my cock
ed hip
he gently places
his chin on my
shoulder and whsipers
"orange juice, please"
i love being here, with him
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[02 Jul 2004|08:35pm] |
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today at opal creek i
nearly died and i wanted
to touch you i've got
a bloody scrape on
my elbow and numerous
cuts and bruises all
over my arms and legs
i feel great i tell
you great The throbbing
headache only adds to the
pleasure I swam in real water
and slid down a waterfall
we ate veggie
burgers and i almost
threw up i try to tell myself
i'd rather be here
than in your arms I
am a liar.
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| Cherry Bitch |
[21 Jun 2004|10:52am] |
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she smokes cigarettes like she wants to fuck them with her bright red mouth
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| the best song ever |
[20 Jun 2004|05:42pm] |
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I Love you
but i hate you
which brings to mind
how much i love you
i'm sorry that you
had to settle for Dave
the one dimensional man
he's filed under cocksucker in my little black book
sweetness can.. ROT YOUR TEETH
bitter sweet.. C-C-C-OFFINE
you hold the key to my little locked room x2
so please let me out soon
I LOVE YOU
-slackers-
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[18 Jun 2004|07:37pm] |
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What kind of disease are you?
mattea: | mattea is caused by Satan.
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mattea disease turns you into a slug
To cure mattea, crossdress badly. | |
wow, is this what my friday night has been cut down to?
parents suck=me=groundedish [for no reason]
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| -proverbial- |
[14 Jun 2004|06:49pm] |
3 entries found for proverbial.
pro·ver·bi·al ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pr-vûrb-l)
adj.
1.Of the nature of a proverb.
2.Expressed in a proverb.
3.Widely referred to, as if the subject of a proverb; famous.
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pro·verbi·al·ly adv.
proverbial
\Pro*ver"bi*al\, a. [L. proverbialis: cf. F. proverbial.] 1. Mentioned or comprised in a proverb; used as a proverb; hence, commonly known; as, a proverbial expression; his meanness was proverbial.
In case of excesses, I take the German proverbial cure, by a hair of the same beast, to be the worst. --Sir W. Temple.
2. Of or pertaining to proverbs; resembling a proverb. ``A proverbial obscurity.'' --Sir T. Browne.
proverbial
adj 1: of or relating to or resembling or expressed in a proverb; "he kicked the proverbial bucket"; "the proverbial grasshopper" 2: widely known and spoken of; "her proverbial lateness"; "the proverbial absentiminded professor"; "your proverbial dizzy blonde"
......dattylin i still don't understand the meaning!
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[14 Jun 2004|05:18pm] |
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The past few days have been highly treacherous in my head and life; but I'm
opting not to furnish you with details in a trivial attempt to maintain some
sense of privacy for myself and loved ones...
Those of you who i love(x2dattylin) will know what's going on and those of you who don't are obviously not as hawt as the others...
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[13 Jun 2004|03:40pm] |
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Last night...No
This past week has been one of the best of my entire life
Last night made me so happy I could cry
I haven't been happy and giddy like this in a long time
...to tell you the truth I can't even remember the last time I was this happy
It was so fun just to lay there under the stars and eat ice cream and be mauled by <caitlin et dave3
and now i can't wait for friday
pee-ess: i [heart you]
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| My Daily Horoscope |
[05 Jun 2004|11:57pm] |
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TAURUS
Quickie:
Try on a new set of goggles. Learn to see something (or someone) differently.
Overview:
Prepare to wage emotional and intellectual war for pride and reputability -- the two most worthy and important virtues, in your humble, hardworking opinion. Prepare to win, too.
I always find that my horoscope is right. So eerily close to my actual life it kind of freaks me out a bit. like it was meant for me personally?
ever had one of those days where everything sucks and then one little thing happens and suddenly you see everything brighter and in a different light then like the 5 previous minutes?
well today was one of THOSE days
AND CAITLIN IS BACK
how do i know?
because im talking to here right...NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
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[04 Jun 2004|04:22pm] |
Today sucks balls
I hate it
I hate me
I hate you
I hate life
i'm going to sleep
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